I'm becoming weaker and weaker everyday. I wonder when did I become that depressed. I don't even know how to think in a positive way anymore. I'm scared. I can't even cry. I don't even know what I'm doing.
「I lay for a long time in silence, staring at the ceiling. Was my life always to be like this? I wondered. Was it going to go, forever, in an instant, from sunshine to shadow? From pandemonium to loneliness?」 — Alan Bradley
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